Some days for me are hard for a good reason such as Special days like Christmas, Birthdays, Anniversaries etc. Other days are just hard for no reason other than it's a day without Jason.
I have been Blog Hopping alot lately, finding new inspiration, ideas places to visit. Seeing so many amazing women (and yeah it is 99% women!) with amazing lives and families. I look at the gorgeous photos they post of their smiling children and Husbands/Partners and I feel jealous and sad. I want that back. I want my smiling husband back. I want my happy family back. I want to wake up in the morning with a smile instead of having to force myself to get up. I sometimes feel bitter towards others who have such a good life. Somedays I can't read their blogs. Today would be one of those days.
Today is a hard day for no other reason than it's a day without Jason
85 years old!
2 days ago