Monday, April 25, 2011

Happy Easter

What does Easter mean to you?

I have mixed feelings and emotions about most Religiously based Holidays such as Easter and Christmas.

You see I right now am in complete limbo as to where my heart and beliefs stand.

I 100% believe in God, there is no doubt in my mind about that but things that have happened in my life have made me lose faith in that God I believe in. I have many unbelievable friends who have the most phenomenal Faith and I wish I could have an ounce of the Faith they have. It has been a long time coming this place where I am again "searching for answers I can't understand"


jacksta said...

I think the song nails it...just start by having the faith of a child...God will meet you the rest of the way.

PaisleyJade said...

Love that song - and hear your heart. I don't think we will ever understand some things Tracy, but I know God loves complete honesty and searching hearts like yours.

p.s. I have an awesome book you are welcome to borrow sometime if you ever are keen. xoxo

mandyb said...

I can SO relate to you!!! (not that i have had 1% of the trauma you have had)i have faith but keep asking WHY NOT me....over so many things!!!
but when i see nature in action and know i am well, have a roof over my head and a good job i remember to thank god for ALL he has given me
xxxxx to you during this time xxxx

Miss Becky-Boo said...

Love ya hun. Always here for my forever friend. xx

Leonie said...

Im with Becky, hugs and love, you are a special friend.

The South African Kiwis said...

Just saw this now. Love and hugs to you. And I'm in a similar spot too.
It's not a good place to be, or a comfortable one.